writted bt 0615722 , Minggu, 07 September 2014 9/07/2014 11:26:00 PM

I miss you

writted bt 0615722 , Minggu, 29 Juni 2014 6/29/2014 04:59:00 AM

This silence is deafening and i dont know why i just let ppl went away over and over again

Aitakatta

writted bt 0615722 , Rabu, 29 Februari 2012 2/29/2012 04:20:00 AM

The title is one of AKB'48's song. i dont really like it, but it sounds good in my ear hehe

Hey girl watcha say
Why you pushin' me away
Wishin' we were closer
But we're not
Do you want me to go away now
Or to stay
You can't have it both ways
You're like a rollercoaster
'Cause you're up
Then you're down

Can't you see?
I'm all in
It's just not like me

To want you, want you
Want you to love me
Like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's our last day, girl
Want you to love me like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's the end
Love me like it's the end of the world

Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na

Hey, girl
What's it take
To get your heart
Before mine breaks
I've been giving my all
Don't leave me on
To let me fall

Can't you see?
I'm all in
It's just not like me

To want you, want you
Want you to love me
Like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's our last day, girl
Want you to love me like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's the end
Love me like it's the end of the world

Like it's the end of the world
End of the world

We can't afford to fake it
This is our time to make it
Like it's our last few seconds
Why can't you give us a chance?

Want you to love me
Like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's our last day, girl
Want you to love me like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's the end
Love me like it's the end

Want you to love me
Like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's our last day, girl
Want you to love me like it's our last day, baby
Love me like it's the end
Love me like it's the end
Love me like it's the end of the world

Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na


Have heard this song ? maybe not. it's a new indie band. before you exit.
i dont pretty know about them but its lyric is so me.

sometimes i wonder what u really want to me to do. okey, maybe i'm so naive if i blame you if i couldnt move, because it's all about all mine. but it's hard to watching u everyday and find out that last week u were on my door ?
So tell me how can i move ? where i am gonna go ?

I really really want you to tell me about how do u feel ? i wont ask about what kind of friendship that we'll take. i just want you to let me know what do u feel and what i am gonna do.
because the last time you told me to go, i found in couple months you were knocking on my door,
maybe i was wrong to take all but it's just because you never tell me
you dont text me back after it. maybe u afraid of me, it's okay but please, gently tell me !!
I dont tell anybody.
i decide to write this because it's so hard to push u :(
i hope u tell me soon.
if you want to leave, tell me :(

How's everyone

writted bt 0615722 , 2/29/2012 03:56:00 AM

havent been writing since a long time. it's kinda hard hehe
Hai. how's everybody doing ? Feel good ?
I hope you all good so do me.
Chilling with my life now is so much fun.
I being a head of secretary departement, i got my final paper on the way. Kuliah dan organisasi cukup menyita semua perhatian, dan saya harap semua lancar :)
Hidup #stovit09

I'll tell you a lot more :)

writted bt 0615722 , Selasa, 12 April 2011 4/12/2011 08:46:00 AM

i am counting about my birthday,
i hope u'll be on my door on 19 and tell me that all the things u did just for joke.
i do miss you
i can write anything more than
i am sorry and i miss you

Hai, how are you Agung Swastika Purnama ?
i'm tired to act like i am strong enough :"(

i hate you

writted bt 0615722 , Kamis, 07 April 2011 4/07/2011 06:48:00 AM

that's the last message i send on you. simple but i think it full of emotion.
i hate you.
i do . i really do
i don't know who ur friends. how ur day. i dont remember the last time i knew about you
i dont even know who is that girl. i hate you and all your friends
but in other side, i cant even deny what i feel inside
would You help me GOD to fix this condition ?
before the day i lost u twice.

WINTER :D

writted bt 0615722 , Kamis, 24 Maret 2011 3/24/2011 08:56:00 AM

sorry for not writing yesterday. i came home so late after giving a surprise party for my besties :dhea :)
it was fun. really. even though some ppl couldn't come but her boy has been there. she must be so happy.
haha
i wish for yer happiness. whatever it is, u deserve to get the best.

yesterday was a good day too for me. i was making a delivery order to my boy. kinda of flat. but it was feel good.
one thing that i can't read from him is his attitude. i cant read his mind. he is so unpredictable. how he lift me up and pull me down at the same time.
how could i cant stop loving it ?
call me stupid. but i do trust him.
please please. dont play on me. please dont broke it twice.
u broke it and u fix it. that's why i trust you.
i just cant read, can predict. what do you gonna play tonite? what verse of you i get on my phone ? :(
i know we need a time. please come back like we used to be a friend. best friend.
i miss having u on my morning message. i miss to called you for about 20 times to just wake u up.
i miss the way u look at me and make me feel great.
no matter how bad i hate you. you always make me smile.
RESTATING EVERYTHING. RITE ?

tonite. i have my dinner with my friends. we would to go home asap. but it was raining. we spent our time by talking about the past.
hey, winter. i wonder how are you ? i have just deactived my fb page. so when the nite come, and i cant close my eyes, i just cant look to your page. and find u on my my online friends.
have been six years winter. and how could we're still connecting.
no no no. i just wonder, wont u go home for this spring?
i love my life now winter. i love that boy.
i just miss to talk on the phone to share our days. my faith on u ? no. i think it;s just about my teenager fantasy.
winter. past. u know. i think life will be easier if i have u on my phone.
u are kinda of best adviser that i ever know.
winter. u know. he is so cool like you. :)

I MISS YOU