HAI 2011
writted bt 0615722 , Sabtu, 19 Maret 2011 3/19/2011 06:04:00 PM
Have been a long time, rite? I just read that my last post was on September.
Many things have been changes for this 6 months. i'm on my fourth semester and u cant imagine how terrible . haha . college stuff.
every student always hate to have a home work, don't they ?
i join the executive again for this period. yaaa..too make myself keep busy. because i need to heal my self. and no one can heal better than my self.
One Thing that change my mind alot. to be not be bad tempered like i was before is my breaking up. until now, it still difficult to believe that i and he aren't together anymore . okey, it's too hyperbolic :D
but for healing my self. i'm not lying that is the most difficult thing.
i was bad. but i'm trying to be better person. not because of him - okey.at the first time- but also for myself.
i need to grow up, don't i ?
i was screaming, dumbing, punching on him. but it just the way i love him. i don't lie for the last part that me love him . *soundsoteenagers :D
we got many things that feel so annoying for both of us. we are trapped into something that we don't know and get lost.
i really want to talk with him seriously. we've just started our friendship again after some "silent" months. and i though, with everything that we felt before, passs together, and all the reality that we have some unfinished business, we need to make everything clear, won't we?
because we are not ready for taking forward step but we can't deny there's something on our mind.
god. i just dont want to lose the friendship. because doesn't matter what i have been said and i did. He was my best friend. one of my best dude.
i just want to make my best friend feel good.
Me Love you September. i always do :D
Sunday, 20th of March 2011
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